I experienced something I have NEVER experienced before and did not know was possible…. A calm anger. I was calm, but extremely angry at the same time. I say angry because I do not know another word to describe it

I thought about what “joy” means and why I was so filled with it now. Then, it came to me. I am full of joy because I chose joy. Not the meme type of choosing joy or choosing to be happy. I have never agreed with that.

For 2 hours, my tears flowed and when I tried to gain control as I had not “prayed and adored”, You let me know, as only You can, that You accepted my tears as my prayer.

I began this day in your Presence, Lord, To praise and worship and adore To You, oh Lord and King, our intentions did I bring In Your Mercy and Your Love blessings flowed from above And when it was time to depart, I offered you my soul and heart As I walked out the Chapel... Continue Reading →

The reason is simple, just espousing what you believe and attending Mass is not LIVING your Faith.

For about 10 yrs., my life spiraled downhill fast.  I longed for something or someone to make me feel valued, loved, accepted.  But, as the song goes, "I was looking for love in all the wrong places.  Looking for love in too many faces."  I was not living my Faith and, in many aspects, was... Continue Reading →

This evening, I arrived for my Adoration at St. Louis thoroughly expecting to be there until 7 o'clock and go home.  But when 7 arrived, I was not ready to leave.  I truly felt He was asking me to stay.  Next thing I knew, it was 9 o'clock.  As I was driving to my Adoration... Continue Reading →

No one can ever convince me that our God is not a loving God and that He cares about every aspect of our lives, even when we fail Him. Some of my posts on FB this month have shown ultimately my ingratitude towards and lack of trust in God, as well as, blindness to His... Continue Reading →

One of the reasons I request to be friends with so many faithful Catholics (especially Priests, Deacons, and Religious) is so I can learn and try to have an informed conscience (as defined by the Church). One thing I have ascertained is that there are some strong opinions out there 😊.    Although I do respect... Continue Reading →