How did He respond to that frustration/ anger? The way He always does.. with love an understanding.

Trust – One of my biggest struggles.  I struggle not because I do not have faith, but rather because I am so aware of my faults, sins, and failures. Trust that He is in control - The struggle here is not that I do not believe He has the power or that all things come... Continue Reading →

I experienced something I have NEVER experienced before and did not know was possible…. A calm anger. I was calm, but extremely angry at the same time. I say angry because I do not know another word to describe it

I thought about what “joy” means and why I was so filled with it now. Then, it came to me. I am full of joy because I chose joy. Not the meme type of choosing joy or choosing to be happy. I have never agreed with that.

For 2 hours, my tears flowed and when I tried to gain control as I had not “prayed and adored”, You let me know, as only You can, that You accepted my tears as my prayer.

I began this day in your Presence, Lord, To praise and worship and adore To You, oh Lord and King, our intentions did I bring In Your Mercy and Your Love blessings flowed from above And when it was time to depart, I offered you my soul and heart As I walked out the Chapel... Continue Reading →